Today is a hard day. It’s one of those days where it’s taken me over two hours to get up after my alarm clock. I feel tired, exhausted even though I have just gotten up after a fairly good night’s sleep, and I can’t remember the last time when I haven’t felt this tired weariness. The same goes for my headache which I have had for the last several months- it is there every day, it like to travel and comes in different intensities but never really leaves me. Today is bearable, it’s more of a dull pain in the background. I feel the tension in my back, my neck, my jaw, the agitation and anxiousness below the surface. I can’t concentrate for long, my attention is fleeting. I feel like a goldfish, like a goldfish in pain.